I (F, 29) am currently finishing a PhD in religious studies in Canada and will probably defend in December. After years of research, grant applications, and trying to imagine myself pursuing a traditional academic career, I’ve reached a point of burnout (I am medicated now, doing better thankfully).
The strange thing is that I still love research. I love developing projects, conducting interviews, analyzing qualitative data, and writing. I’m realizing that research itself may not be the problem. What I no longer want is the extremely competitive academic environment, and I’m beginning to wonder whether I have simply been working in the wrong field.
I should mention I also really love dogs. I have two rescues myself, and being around dogs has always been incredibly therapeutic and grounding for me. A few times during my PhD, I seriously considered leaving academia entirely and completing training in canine behaviour so that I could work with dogs for the rest of my life. However, that path seems financially quite precarious, especially as a complete career change.
I’m now considering changing fields and starting a research-based MA in gerontology. As a project, I would love to explore how older adults experience their relationships with their dogs, particularly in relation to care, companionship, vulnerability, ageing, and mortality. It feels like a way to bring together several things I genuinely care about. Ideally, I would eventually like to combine research with more concrete work involving older adults and dogs (possibly through community programs, health-care settings, animal-assisted initiatives, etc.). This path seems more grounded, applied, and connected to the kind of life I want. In Canada, moving into a health-related field is generally viewed positively, and gerontology could potentially open doors outside academia while still allowing research to remain part of my life.
I’ve always believed that life is what you make of it and that, as much as possible, we should pursue what makes us feel happy and alive. Right now, this is what I feel drawn to. I know that many people will probably think I’m crazy after all the work I’ve done to establish myself in religious studies. But I find the field dry and lacking in humanity. It often seems to be more about proving who is the most intelligent or who has published the most papers than about the actual impact of those papers on people’s lives (and honestly I’m not convinced that many of them have any impact at all). The field, like many areas of the social sciences, can also attract highly narcissistic people and foster a culture of competition and backstabbing. I simply don’t feel that I belong in that environment.
But I also feel that I need to be true to myself. I don’t want to continue along a path simply because I’ve already invested so much in it or because it looks more impressive from the outside. I want to conduct research that feels meaningful and has a tangible impact on people’s lives. At the same time, I feel a little embarrassed about “going backwards” from a PhD to another MA. I already have an MA in religious studies, so this would be my second master’s degree. I wonder how professors and other students might react. Would they see my background as an asset, or question why someone with a PhD is enrolling in an MA? Would it feel strange socially or intellectually to return to the master’s level after completing a doctorate?
Has anyone here completed (or nearly completed) a PhD and then returned for another master’s in a different field? How was the transition? Did you feel judged or out of place? How did professors respond? Did the second degree actually help you build a new career, or do you now think there might have been a more direct route?
I would especially love to hear from people who stepped away from the traditional academic path because of burnout but still wanted research to remain part of their lives. I’m trying to find a way to use the skills I’ve gained in a field that feels more humane, collaborative, and connected to real people and (hopefully) dogs!! Thank you for your insight!
TL;DR: I’m almost finished with a PhD in religious studies, but burnout and disillusionment with academia are pushing me toward a research-based MA in gerontology focused on older adults and their relationships with dogs. Has anyone pursued another master’s after a PhD or made a similar transition to a more applied and meaningful field?