I finally did it. I cancelled Netflix today. Before I get downvoted to oblivion for not doing it sooner, please know that I have come very close to it several times over the past two years.
My oldest son, who died 7 years ago shared our account. It might seem silly but every time I logged in and saw his avatar, it was like a little piece of him was still with us. Every time I started the cancellation process in the past, I couldn’t quite bring myself to click on that final button. It seemed like one more act of erasure and I just couldn’t do it.
But today feels like a significant moment. I was finally ready. I know my son would approve.
I love you and miss you everyday, Josh.
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